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<textarea ROWS=4 COLS=18 style="background:#FF0099; font-family:times new roman; font-size:8PT; color:blue; border:1PT SOLID/DASHED BLACK;"> The PERFECT words..They seem so WRONG</textarea>
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And somehow you only wish you knew..and Somehow only wish it were true..but It's all a dream when I'm with you....

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<lj user="snazzyspazzy">:"so you think you know the <s>real</s> me? or are you just looking at the mask that hides what you don't want to see/if you look a little closer you might come to realize i have nothing to hide. i'm just as l o s t as anyone one else on this road trip called LIFE"
::coughs:: Kasey that's genius I tell you...I didnt know you could write..it's so fucking true and easy to relate to...good job!!! Kasey it that a large small?
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<lj user="wanting_out">is a fucking genius and she rocks my socks! Yes Wade owns..hello he is Wade get with it! Oh and your layouts fucking kill me you know that! haha much Heartness Meg!! Oh and look your JD icon...::nods and smiles and points:: See now you are in my user info fg
<font color="#FF6633"><img src="http://userpic.livejournal.com/6691444/1279699"><lj user="so0utofurleague"> Saki mah SIStah!Yo Joe, You rock; oh baby ::does hand movements:: I just had to put the icon...it rocks my socks..and I am wearing sock by the way..haha
<font color="#CC3333"><img src="http://userpic.livejournal.com/6869110/973157"><lj user="Martiniolive">Joy-cee-POO..now that we've decovered mystery menu we can beat the mystery meat and drool over guys in grey shirts with lip rings...did you throw something again? lol
<font color="pink"><lj user="steffi_weffi"> Seb's Pervs for life mah hommie because we will always chill on a curb with david and singel Avril songs..not to mention..shake and totally freak. I'm still writing that letter someday it'll make it to your wall
<img src="http://userpic.livejournal.com/6654521/410509"><lj user="oona_faerie3"> Ash!!! You rock my rocks..hello..and somehow you always talk me into joining a new community..I dont know how that is but you do...Im Chelle..::nods::...lol! Much love gurl!!!

<font color="red"><center><b>My Heart By Me</b></center>
Why does it feel like I’m dying
Inside I’m screaming and crying.
Oh so slowly stops the beat of my heart
As my world crumbles and begins to fall a part.
I can’t believe the words you said or the reasons we both part
But inside they’re slowly eating at my heart.
And though it seems I will never love again
My heart still feels for you.
But you let me here
Helpless, will nothing to do
You left me here
Shedding my tears for you.

My heart is an empty home
Inside it’s shallow and cold
And you, once living here turned it into a battlefield
My Heart once loved till you stuck the dagger deep in my heart
And by twisting it; you tore me a part
So now my heart is an empty home
Inside it’s shallow and cold
And you, once living here, turned it into a dungeon
My heart was chained up by your lies
And with every lie I feel deeper and became more blind
But my heart is any empty home
Inside it’s shallow and cold

My hear wears a mask
Inside it remains unknown
And you once saw all my heart could show
But you took that forgranted
You exposed my heart to the pains of the world
You caused my heart to fear love
And love nothing in return
So my heart put on that mask
Only to be hidden from the world
And forever will my hear wear that mask
And forever will the pain endure

My heart is an empty home
Inside I stand all-alone
Waiting for someone to find the key
To open the door and set me free
I wait for someone ever so dear
That could remove the pain you have caused
And set free the love I have locked up inside
Waiting for someone to remove the mask
And give me a love that will forever last
But for now the love locked within remains a secret
And for now my heart continues to wear that mask
That covers the scars that will forever last
And For now my heart remains afraid
And Inside it still drives me insane

So why does my heart feel this way?
Is it because I let you in
And you went away
Or is it because the love I have you still burns bright
And waits for you to come back and take it some night
For I will never stop loving you

But my is empty thank to you
And there is really nothing that I can do
I thought I loved you
I swear the love was true
But you torn me a part
And there is nothing I can do
For no one can heal the pain of this broken heart
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<font color="#CC3366">"I only see through rose colored glasses if i didnt id be forced to look at my own reflection"


<font color="#3399FF"<b>I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes... </b>
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...
Every step that I take is another mistake to you...
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I've become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

<b>Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
Cuz everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you... </b>
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...
<b>Every step that I take is another mistake to you... </b>
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow...
<b>And every second I braced is more than I can take! </b>

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I've become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end the feeling too
<b>But I know you were just like me when someone disappointed in you... </b>

<b>I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I've become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me...
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me... </b>